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not this anymore
Friday, September 18, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I love you!
Christian and I one year today, I have honestly never been this happy with anyone else.
He got me that sweatshirt from lisafrank.com because apparently Im still a kid. I got asked if I were a freshman today boo.
Any way im just pure happy right now.
I love love love you Christian.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Hypocrite
13/07/2009
You do all of this shit to try and make yourself someone that you're not, so you can be seen as how you want to be seen, your perception of 'cool' and not yourself. No offence but its fucking disgusting.
To be honest I thought if anything you'd be so much smarter than me, because man fucking hurt and desperation is awesome, you hear me rave on all the time over how I just want to die, haven't you ever been able to figure out why?
I shoot and everytime I do, when I let go, the happiest part of me wants to leave, leave the rest of me to die.. and I don't argue with myself anymore - you stopped so did I.
One of these days when I do just let it eat me I hope you have your needle or your fucking razor blade to comfort you.
And don't be naive.
04/08/2009
Its almost as if I can't live without you're constant updates. When you are living, I am living. But when I am unaware, Im just dead.
I somehow can't manage to understand why you have done what you have done.
You do all of this shit to try and make yourself someone that you're not, so you can be seen as how you want to be seen, your perception of 'cool' and not yourself. No offence but its fucking disgusting.
To be honest I thought if anything you'd be so much smarter than me, because man fucking hurt and desperation is awesome, you hear me rave on all the time over how I just want to die, haven't you ever been able to figure out why?
I shoot and everytime I do, when I let go, the happiest part of me wants to leave, leave the rest of me to die.. and I don't argue with myself anymore - you stopped so did I.
One of these days when I do just let it eat me I hope you have your needle or your fucking razor blade to comfort you.
And don't be naive.
04/08/2009
Its almost as if I can't live without you're constant updates. When you are living, I am living. But when I am unaware, Im just dead.
I somehow can't manage to understand why you have done what you have done.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
We are nothing but:
I am nothing but a frame, a beating heart, two eyes filled with tears, a hot hand shaking and a cold fist clenching.
I am nothing but a girl living in the past, barefeet, a soul with a choice, a black marker and a wall waiting for words.
I am nothing but rain filled shoes, a broken break light, a promise made by a liar, the blood in your veins and the blood on your floor.
You're nothing but a smile on a blank face, a brick wall, a tissue or a fucking bandaid.
You're nothing but a red correction pen a big tick or more likely a cross.
You're nothing but my ipod on shuffle or my grilled cheese sandwhiches.
You're nothing but the reason this hand is still moving, these eyes are wandereing and these lungs are still breathing.
We are nothing but two, we are nothing but one.
We are nothing but perfect.
I am nothing but a girl living in the past, barefeet, a soul with a choice, a black marker and a wall waiting for words.
I am nothing but rain filled shoes, a broken break light, a promise made by a liar, the blood in your veins and the blood on your floor.
You're nothing but a smile on a blank face, a brick wall, a tissue or a fucking bandaid.
You're nothing but a red correction pen a big tick or more likely a cross.
You're nothing but my ipod on shuffle or my grilled cheese sandwhiches.
You're nothing but the reason this hand is still moving, these eyes are wandereing and these lungs are still breathing.
We are nothing but two, we are nothing but one.
We are nothing but perfect.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
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